Lately, I have some trouble trying to (re-)discover minimalism for myself.

I have had success with letting go of some physical clutter. But nonetheless, I can't really get rid of my mental clutter.

Feeling a bit stuck and direction-less, I seek a simpler life and to listen more deeply to myself. But I keep distracting myself - my mind keeps throwing itself into endless rabbit holes.

I discover a new thing I want to try, take up a hobby again that I had given up after soon time, maybe I could try this, maybe that? I long for weekends only to ask myself what to do with myself once it comes around.

Entering my career, I quickly became disillusioned of the impact I was going to make hoping to achieve my goal of making 'classical' music more relevant in society.

But now, having worked in the industry for more than 3 years and after understanding the audience dynamics mechanics of its organisations better, I somewhat feel like my original goal was pointless.

I am trying to ground myself with a minimalist living practice, but it doesn't seem to quite stick. I am reaching for a lifestyle to bring me meaning but I can't quite hold on to it.

I will have to keep looking further into myself and find a way to keep holding on to a sustainable simple living practice.